Alright today was kinda low and moody day for me. Late to school cause last night when to bed at 10 plus but slept at 12 plus . flipping, turning, staring at the blank celling. I couldn't sleep due to some things that made me cant fall asleep. My mind keep flashing through those memories those words you said to me . I'm still in a dilemma ! whether to or whether not . [XiaoRui , I thought you said you wanna over those conflicts & last long? Then why are you trying to giving up now? Stay strong dumbass !]
I have not eat since this morning, no appetite! Funny , I doesn't feel hungry at all .. Anyway good news ! Miss Wong is back ! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSS! But she only will teach us the next term. I guess she is pregnant ! haha , Seriously , these few days I dont feel like going to school because I have to act strong in front of everybody & put on a fake smile telling people that I'm fine when I'm not!sighs ... & if you did notice , from sunday onwards, you didnt call me ******* ! grrrr , somehow I feel hard to express my feelings now !
How I wish I can never know the reality ....
