{Saturday, June 7, 2008} 11:01 PM
PS.see how its goes , maybe this is my last time blogging:(


Thanks my precious for updating the blog for me . I'm not good at words , but I just have to say thank you ! Apologise for not pei-ing you to play monopoly cas I dont want you to see my weak side . Plus I just want to be alone at that time . I know you will understand me.

Things I dont want it to happen had happened. I told you I had this feeling , & true enough it really happened . damn my six tense is so powerful . & once again my heart was stabbed by thousand of knifes :'(

Was it my fault ? perheps I'm wrong cas I shouldnt have questioned you first before knowing everything . But why didnt you tell me in the first place ? I told you , I'm angry not becas you cant make it ! is when you know you cant make it , why dont you tell me ? Why must I wait till your friend to tell me then I get to know ?


Me , alone went to .. to release all my sadness .
Sitted there 1 hour plus . Was freezing like hell . so cold . many things flashed thru my mind .
I wonder , how long can I be strong ? how long can I endure ? things will be gonna be simple as the start ......


& it is another sleepless night....