I have always enjoying myself when I'm with you .
Being with you makes me forget those unhappy things .
I thought it's ok to be friends with you ,
but somehow I can't hold myself .
you can see that I keep talking out anniversary .
& it's not one time .
From this you can see how much i can't let it go .
You keep telling me to move on move on .
But seriously , I tried !
I tried to message you lesser , I tired to not contact you .
But somehow I still can't .
Sorry i have to do it this way .
But please give me another 2 weeks ..
It's so hurtful when I have to tell you stop contacting
when this is not I think , I want ! but no choice ..
This is the only better way to stop myself from loving you,
to stop myself from thinking of you
I'm sorry . Thank you for all th fun you gave me .
I really enjoyed myself very much when I'm with you .
Being with you , I only you see you in my eyes ..
sighs ..
