{Saturday, July 25, 2009} 2:22 PM
Today suppose to be a happy outing day with H . But everything was so wrong . This is the 5th time you ended this relationship . Whatever isit . This will be the last time . I remember I always used to cry infront of you whenever we had quarrels. But I stopped when you said I should be stronger . & till day , I can't hold my tears and cried infront of you again . Those words you said , it's just like millions of knifes stabbed into my heart . well , again , I will still say the same thing .. I'll bite my lips, hold on and pretend that everythings over . Telling myself , it's alright . everything will be ok soon .... sighs ....