The more she appears to be happy , the more she's not . True ?
I'm not really for school yet ! I'm getting bad to worst . Usually I went to sleep at 3 latest. But this whole week . The earliest i slept was at 4 then latest was 7 ! & I dont feel tired at all ! Last night I slept at 7 . I dont intend to sleep at all .. but mom woke up . So no choice yea . If not I'm going to hear she sings again !
Woke up at 1.45 ! By my mom . I'm tired yet she doesnt allow me to sleep . I'm going to be dead if she knows my timeable are all at 8 am ! Well ... i have to adapt myself from sleeping early . Oh anyway .. I have saw my timeable ! Good & bad. Bad is i have to wake up 8 am for 4 days . & one at 11 . I dont know why my teacher put at 9.30 . Never mind. & the good thing is earlist I end is about 11/12 ( Ps. I dont know how to read my school's timeable :[ ) Wednesday , Thursday & Friday I will end my school around 12-1 ! WHOOOS !!
Oh . Let me ask you a question . What is the hottest japanese or korea drama ? I bet almost everyone said Boys over flower . But I dont think so . I have a weird taste . The more people love that particular drama . The more I won't watch it . Dont ask me why . Because I , myself also not sure :D But yet .. I fall in love with this Asbosulte Boyfriend . It's now also showing in channel U . I hook up on to his show because on friday went to the living room and get somethings . & i stop myself for awhile to see what's showing . Then I saw a short part of this show . & I fell in love with it ! :D
My life is getting worst . At one point of time I feel like be alone. Be single . Stay alone . Study alone . Eveything I do it by myself ! It's not a bad choice after all . But It's hard la . Using all my laughters & smile to cover my saddness & sorrows !