{Monday, March 22, 2010} 11:05 PM
Shitz weather , hot & cold ! life for me was a shitx ! can anyone tell me , why when 1 thing goes wrong everything goes wrong too ? I'm seriously very sick and tired of all this you know ? why isit same things happen & happen again? at this point of time I feel like hack care everything . I see no reason why should i be so hardworking ... why am I so stupid ?! I'm really the world stupidest dumbest person ! Even a retard can be clever then me !
fuck it !




Seriously , here i am trying to crack my brain thinking surprise . first : you guys pissed me off when none of you even bother to ask me do i need help , or even help me to think . second . when the day itself approaching , no one even asked , hey , yl is the plan still on ? third when I set everything , last min more then 3/4 tells me not confirm . to me i think that , no matter how busy you are you will still try your best to attend if you really want . but as what i see , you guys dont even give a damn to it . no confirm la , shall see ah . what the hell ! dont wannt attend say la ! Then i dont need to give a fuck to it !