Last night , slept @ 3.30 . Who knows I got up at 10.30 in the morning . Great ! better then waking up in the noon then having problems sleeping in night . Suppose to go wild wild wet yesterday ! But my dear boyf slept at 4:30 the previous night so gg lo ! Having problems waking up ! & damn it, coupon expired on 5 may !
In life , have you ever think what you really want? Or you're just passing your day aimlessly ? Seriously, i've got bloody lots of dream!
Or are you a person who wants everything anything to be perfect ? I am a person who wants everything to be perfect.
Or can say I want to be a perfect person . I want to be the best in front of everybody . I dont want people to see my flaws.
But "nobody is perfect" , true enough I'm still far from perfect but if it's within my power I will do the best .
That's why for a little things I may get upset when things go wrong . and I'll start to nag and feel like hack care everything.
No everyone can understand this feeling . For now , I know it's only rachel know this feeling. we chat on the phone , everything everything
it's just both of us have the same feeling . The rest just know how to sit there la liang waiting for instruction .
that's kinda sad when people dont know how to "AUTO"!
When comes to working , I will be hardworking . I will take not of little things . I will be more attentive . & before i know anything ,
the pervious job boss keep asking to work though I've reject several times but she still waiting for my final reply. Till one fine day , trish told me that
her cousin (which is my boss) told her that I am very hardworking. [ I straight fly up to heaven!] Trish added , her cousin seldom praise people.
& before I know this , I have this thinking that the boss doesnt like me alot . ( I am always thinking the neagative side)
Another then perfect , I want learn as many things as possible. Be it dance, singing , other language ..etc.
But lazy-ness really kills , & also time . I really hope I can start dancing asap. It's been years since I want to start dancing .
The reason I love WASHBBT is because those girls are young and they are doing what I want to do !
Age of 14 already know how to dance.
Age of 18-19 they already have done something they like they want. What about me ?! I'm doing nothing . seriously nothing . Other then studying,
Playing spending time with friends . I am really doing nothing. At least boyf is playing soccer for club doing something he likes.
Angie , is also doing something she like ! So is cher ! Sometimes , I think I'm nothing. Nothing ! I dont even know what am I good at !
I wish my blog could be a little famous , I wish I could be like some people doing modeling . I wish I could open my own
blogshop ! I wish I am good at photoshop. I wish I can look more nicer. Fats lesser . Height taller . & whenever I step into mrt ,
i see people looking at me , & i feel like zi bei .Looking at people's blog. they look so nice ! Same age but different life . They look
so much nicer so much got talent. I wish I could find my talent asap. or I can look for my talent one day !
And another hand , I need to thanks boyf alot alot alot ! Before I get close with him , I'm a girl with like only 10% of confident with myself.
But after I get closer to him , I began to have more confident . In the past , I dont dare to wear sleeveless clothes.
But is he told me , dont keep thinking you look weird. If you do , people will look at you weird too ! Have confident in yourself ,
everything will be good . & all thanks to him therefore I am able to increase my confident bit by bit. But i still feel less confident when boyf is not with me !
Friends may see the fierce side of me , Why ? Because afraid . Because of scared therefore I'm trying to be strong outside. But in fact I want to be strong .
Perhaps years later , I wish at working place i could be a superwomen where as at home be little wife. ( oh yea thinking too far) But this is all the truth.
I hope in the rest of my life , I can meet good people . Meet those people that are real and help me in my difficulties and most importantly be understand and be there for me.
But I know , life is full of up and downs . I ready to prepare for the worst and face it .
I wish I could go school like this (above) but I barely have any eyebrow . Friends jeered @ me : eyebrow-less!
I wish to trim and I could draw my eyebrow but you see lazy-ness kills !
Omg , I am so in love with the pic . so not look like me . anyway I love it so much. END!
** Dont know what's wrong with the font !