I believe everyone of you will have your own thoughts everyday every time. I have alot , recently I have found out ok just name its S . It started when C told me everything about S . I began to search on the Internet to found out more. But sources are limted as those links are like the same. I even ask friends around me. But still nothing .. so decided to hack care. Till on tuesday muhd baby told me that K , know about S . Then everything came back ! Curiosity! [I hope curiosity dont kills the cat if not ..I will be dead] & knowing that I mistaken S . The word was actually I . So research again. This time i found so many things compared to the previous time. & one thing made me sad...

Before i could continue , everything i say here is just my thoughts. Dont think that everything is real. Ok , so more & more rumors spreading that M has D because of I . Lot till i think it's true. Thru interview I really can feel that he is a loving guy. Not only passion for singing and dancing but when comes kids .. you could feel his love. I may be slow , I'm so slow till last year when the news broke out I see people crying like mad . So i think wah , siao boh. Cry till so jialat. But now I know everything , I feel like crying too. Especially when I saw the pictures of neverland. [ ok, some people might know what am I talking about] It's was a place for children. Fulfilling their fantasy, The place of heaven for kids when they had endless fun. because of this he was A of M . Sad , but what to do it's all because of I . But now , neverland has turn into an unwanted place. a place where there is no more children's laughter , a place where it turns into ONCE UPOON A TIME. very sad but all I can do is just blog down here about my feelings.

I THOUGHT , I THOUGHT , if I could had billions zillions of money I can re built it . well , just my thoughts. Or may be I could donate. I hate seeing poor kids in other countries where they got no clothes to wear where you can see their bones clearly. I hate , & I told myself .. If I am a successful women in future I would donate. Definitely will . But still long to go . At this age , all I could do is to donate a few dollars to those old people on the streets selling tissue. Deep in my heart I wish, I pray, I hope someone out there who have endless money to spent could donate money to those poor people. so if it's within your power to do something you can to help , help. Seriously, helping people really makes yourself feel good. & you smile happily in you heart when someone keep saying: thank you thank you.