{Tuesday, August 17, 2010} 6:37 PM
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Sometimes, it's really bad for me to stay at home alone. This may happen to most of you. But ... this happen on me always. & I will start to hate myself. I will not type it all out in details , but i just feel like speaking out. & blog is a suitable place but again .... people view my blog. I'm just getting moody .... those things are coming to me again. I hate myself! (again!) So many things , I dont wish to be a ordinary people. I wanna be special . I wanna shine . but , I .... _|_ I don't know how to express my feeling in words. :'<


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Looking at those people doing or fulfilling their dreams makes me envy and upset at the same time. I know what I want but It's not easy . It takes time, your passion, your determination. You got to sacrifice some things in order to get what you want. I don't wish to spent my time happy-go-lucky. I want to do something meaningful ! Something good for me & my future. I want to put up skills. I want to learn some thing that makes me special. but time is slowly ticking , I am still stuck at the same place. as I am growing older each day ... I notice that I am still living in my younger days. *BAD*

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A little bit of update:
I left 6 days in SIML.
I got in to cotton on.
Yog's duty was fun.
Looking forward to sept.

Please grant me this:
Acceptable weight.
Dancing.
Good grades.
Happy working.

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Hate this people:
Contact me when they need something.
Not understanding.
can still act good in front of me when you talk behind my back.
Be nice, they take advantage.
D what I wanna D. T HL!
Thinking that only in this world they only can have something.
When others have, they say copycat-.-"
Talk bad about others but in front of them step friendly. *FK YOU*
Always competing with me.*GoNDie*
Look down on me! #@%^>!`{%$

BYE !


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