★ dilemma
to you...but i know you wont be reading. Well, just feel like voicing out what am i thinking... How am i feeling.
Five days since we met. Through this five days i have been thinking should i just end this relationship... (i know many will say no.think twice) but. I had like no choice? I felt like there is no longer love,care in this love. All you care now is your bike. Your work. Your bike friend. And me? Nothing. You gave me feelings like you only need me when you are not working, not with your friend, not busy. Or when you are bored. Why? You dont even text me when you start work. Dont even tell me when are you working. You guys may think that i am throwing temper. Eg. Like today. You ask me to call you at 9 this morning to call you awake up. I called. After that till now no news at all! I text you i started working. Text you i end work. Not a single reply. Its not like first time. Wed, no news still 6 you call and you going work. After that. Mia. Wtf?
View your fb, and just blankly stared at the screen... Just notice that i'm no longer knowing what are you thinking. No longer understands you. And seems like our relationship is like gone. I feel like i am single. If you want back your single life, tell me. I wont hold you. I am willing to let go. I tried to nag at you telling you stuff. You said you understand but i see nothing just the same old things happening again and again. I told myself to look on a better side. I told myself not to care so much so i would hurt less. But turn out. You don't even give a shit to me. Why go on when things are getting worst?