{Monday, December 13, 2010} 1:30 AM
Here am I blogging again. You can see how much I love blogging now just that I have got no nice photos eh! Currently in a shitty mode! Can't get to sleep minds are filled with thoughts. To think about it, all the thoughts are all sad. Where does all the happy thoughts go to? :(
I got so many things to say but I.... may be I have got no courage to say it out or may be... I really don't know where to start! OR maybe... Even if I voice it out, shit things still remains! To think back... I didn't had any good memories.. Or perhaps it's has been covered by those bad ones. Sighs... When will my rainbow appear?! It has been raining in my life but I haven see any sun ley.
school no good, work no good, love, soso. Friends no good. Family, soso. Nothing in my life is good! Or I... Just want too much? Isit? Am I asking too much? I just wanna make my life better. I just want myself to makes things best even it's not but somehow... I can't. Is really cannot or I am not putting enough effort? Or problems comes from me that's why I got so many problems? Must be luh uh! Oh well, life still goes on.
Note to friends: whether have I been in your heart arnot, just to tell you you are in mine always no matter how busy I am. For friends who have others friends and forget me, pls don't do it to your other friends. Cherish them. And for friends who have boyf/work pls spare time for me. IF YOU FUCKING CAN HAVE TIME WITH YOUR OTHER FRIENDS/BOYF/WORK, THEN WHY NO TIME OR ME?! Very simple ans: becos I am not as important as your work/other friends or boyf! which comes to I AM JUST AN OPTION! FML X 1000000 badly!