{Sunday, February 27, 2011} 1:40 AM
this post is just for me to rant out my thoughts.


1 week later will be my major exams. Though i keep telling myself to study but somehow no action. I really want to study but the moment when nothing goes thru your mind. You'll feel irritated. Or now all i want is just to play laze around. I hate studying.. I dont know what am i suppose to do after this HN! I dont want to stress myself with ploy. But with this HN cert how much can i earn when i am working. Seeing others have their plans for their future makes me feel that i am a useless stupid asshole. You know the moments when my future strikes thru my mind. I feel that it is so scary.. I dont wanna go up. It is the worst nightmare ever... What should i do? No motivation. No interest.. Its like i dont know what am i fighting for in my life...... :'(