{Monday, December 19, 2011} 1:16 AM
I am tired. I can't hold any longer. Fucking learn my lesson! NEVER EVER GET ATTACHED TO SOMEONE BE IT FRIENDS, FEMALE OR MALE. Because once you get attached to them.... You will get hurt. It's really damn suck when you are down no one is there for you. All you can do is to cry to yourself. Sighs, it's just pointless to ask god, why is all these happening to me? I should just thanked him. Thanks him for letting me know that in life nothing stay forever! After times and times..... I really need to be independent. I rather being alone then you with so many friends yet I feel alone.

As for love, I give up. I don't wanna get in love anymore. I don't need guys in my life. I pray to god, may all these problems get away from me soon.