I am finally able to sort out my feelings with this guy.(picture above) new name for him player. Hehehe. I find it funny tho. Anyway. I am glad that I can or I am willing to put down all the feelings I had for him just to have a better future for the both of us. Yknow, it's really possible for Chinese and Malay couples to really last. Like I mean future getting married and stuff. So yeah, I am giving my blessing to him and that pretty Malay girl. This time he got it right! :) well, right now he is in camp serving for this country. He must be really busy before light off. Because he had to call her, mom, dad and me. But of course I didn't force him too. Just that to him I am a girl who only understand how he feels and stuff. And i cannot imagine him marching!! LOL! Like seriously? A guy who played soccer for like years and now marching?! HAHAHA! Last time during secondary school when I have parade(red cross) he would laugh at me! Now is mine turn! Really.... Like water parade? Marching? It just making burst into laughters when I think of it. Hahahaha! But good to hear that he is doing good. And I hope that girl won't give up on him. That's all!
