{Saturday, September 24, 2016} 2:46 AM
Time checked : 03:20am.

Thinking about the guy I've dated for 7 years. Known for 10 years. He was the ideal man ever so perfect guy that all girls would want. But I am average girl broke his heart. In his eyes I was the one. I was the girl that he came running back despite the hundred times I ran away.  He set his priority, his future his goal all pictured me together with him.

The only guilt I had was to break his heart.  & I hate myself for opening some else heart & left them broken. I love you , I really do. Yet I was who didn't have courage. Didn't have the courage to fight for our love. Through these years you were the one trying your very best to keep this going. The guy who rather lose a fight than losing me.

Hazly,you are the best man I ever had in my life yet, & prolly i won't find anyone else like you.